sometimes i forget, that i am supposed to have a dad. i should be over this by now, but i am forever mourning what i wish i could have had. i watch the world spin on, like nothing is missing from my side. while i am still learning how to live with something, that i…

I drove passed your house today, I used to live there. My bedroom was down the hall, to the right, next to the garage, on your left. I used to play in that yard, my brothers and I had a trampoline. My uncle broke it. Most of my friends and family that have been in…

One day you will change, But not for me, I fear. And when that day comes, I will be heartbroken all over again, Because then I will know, That you were always capable of change; Just not for me.

A few days ago, I reached out to someone that I was best friends with back when we were six, Maybe seven, years old. I had seen a photo of him pushing a pink and black stroller, With a baby girl inside. He was crouched over, a bit closer for her to lock eyes –…